OMG.. I am crying.. I am going to bed and am going to go thru this step by step tomorrow.. I am not real computer literate but have a lot of common sense.. usually... and can figure it out. I just am so not used to getting any help and I am a mess, I have been crying for days. Thank you both for at least letting me get to sleep knowing there is help out there.

My host blocked him for me.. this is the second time he went nutso on me.. he kept emailing me and telling me all the things he was taking off the site and I was having a nervous breakdown.. I don't know what Jack at Pima Host did, but I heard that the webmaster couldn't even see my site any longer. This is the second time that Jack has stayed up til the wee hours of the morning saving my website for me and if you don't know him, you should.. he is a good man. So I am pretty sure he is blocked from the soaps site (this is my old site, he denied me access to the new one) but I am pretty sure I am blocked from bearlights.. I was never given admin priviledges to bearlights, much less cpanel access to either.. and I don't have ftp unfortunately. I just thank God that Jack at Pima kept a back up of the old site for me. Maybe the thing to do is to restore it to a couple weeks ago and then redo the work I have done since then? Should this work??

Blessings to all of you.. I am going to bed.. tomorrow will be a better day. Thanks!!! Sue